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Emotional disconnect?

Hi Everyone,

Starting off by saying sorry I’ve been MIA for over a month on the blog, still active on my social accounts so please follow me if you don’t already.  My links are in the Connect with Me tab above.
So where have I been, what have I been doing?  I’ve been doing lifeLife gets busy and things happen to friends and family and it affects me.  Does that happen to you?  They affect me spiritually, emotionally and physically.

Right after I had taken a workshop class on blogging and I was ready to write all the content in my head, I even had a great Easter post in the works when I found out that my dear friend’s husband was killed by a drunk driver. It totally broke my heart for her and I’ve been so so sad for her and her two girls.  I can’t imagine what she’s feeling and her uncertainty about their future.  It made me think about my own life and my own relationships.  I’ve been super emotional with thinking about all the things that can happen within my own family that I have let fear consume my thoughts and everyday life.  I text her every few days just to remind her that I am here for her, and that she and her daughters are still in my prayers.  She needs prayers so please do pray for my friend and her daughters, God knows who they are.

Then a situation I had also been praying  for within my immediate family didn’t go as expected and It was just another emotional draining experience.  So, I’ve actually just started to feel better with being fearful and thinking too much and really just relying on God to take those feeling from me because I know those feelings are not from God.  I am constantly having to remind myself that every situation and every experience that I have to overcome, I do not have to do it alone. I have my freak out and melt down moments then, I remember to give it all to God, thats all I can do.  I always have my Father God that will help me through anything I ask.  When I need revelation, guidance or peace, God never fails me.
I’m still taking my IT class as well, I’m feeling a little discouraged because I’ve only been taking one class every semester however, I will be looking into possibly attending other schools that specialize in IT computer classes much like the ones I would have been taking at ITT Tech if they hadn’t shutdown.
Lots of new things coming up, a possible cosmetic surgery soon (I am all for cosmetic surgery, I will post about that soon, about my past and my future ones.) A vacation soon and our youngest Ashton starting kindergarten in August! Stay tuned!
Going forward, I am going to put into action what I learned at my most recent work shop. I have plenty of events scheduled so as I mentioned before you can always keep up with what I’m doing on my social media pages.  I can’t wait to see what’s in store for my future posts, praying they will help someone learn through my life experiences!
As always thank you for reading 🤗

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